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how bad do u want me?14.march.25 
"cause with your eyes closed, you might peek... so hot, hot, that you can't speak!"
i need to vent about this SOMEWHERE, and this is exactly why i made this site — so here we go (again).
currently listening to ‘how bad do u want me’ on repeat. does it sound hella fucking good? is it an absolute banger? hell fucking yeah. do the taylor vibe and those maybe-taylor background vocals slap? jesus christ, yes — i need this song in my body, like, stat. but the lyrics… the lyrics are really doing it for me right now.
i know this song is more about a relationship where you feel like you're the ‘bad’ one and your partner sees you as this good girl angel or whatever — and i love that interpretation!! but for me… well, i tend to find myself in some crazy situations lol. like the kind where you know someone wants you really bad — but they’re already committed to someone. and the person they're with? they're the good one, the stable, the kind, the safe choice… and you? you're the bad one. the chaotic, the overemotional, the mess. so ‘how bad’ could they really want you?
"the good girl in your dreams, is mad you're loving me. i know you wish that she was me."
i also feel like this song has such a sensual vibe, and it's really doing something to me honestly.
"but i got a tattoo for us last week, even good boys bleed."
"you panic in your sleep, and you feel like such a creep.'cause with your eyes closed, you might peek!!! so hot, hot that you can't speak."
"you're so fucked up with your crew, but when you're all alone, it's true. you know exactly what we'd do. how bad, bad do you want to?"
how bad do u want me - lady gaga